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it just kinda sucks how your life starts so suck and everything comes crashing down on you at such a young age, and because of that, no one believes a damn thing you say. I remember being 10 years old, trying not to slide my mother’s razor across my wrists and every goddamn time I think about it and I can feel the blade slicing through my skin.

it really sucks when you think you’re getting better, but then it all comes crashing down and you don’t have anyone and you feel like you’re too weak to pick yourself up. so you’re just down, without any way to get up, and each time, I swear to god, I feel like giving up.